The Alarming Sound of a Still Small Voice

This is a song that perfectly describes my life right now. I am always stuck in this situation, ha. This song is off of Saosin's new CD. It is amazing and you should deff check it out. They are coming to the Gothic on Saturday November 14th, and you know I am going to be there, no doubt!

Much Love,

Vivienne

I knew I never deserved you
I just felt so high in size
I move along, I shuffled in place then
Back hand and you're pulling me in
Will I ever find anyone
Who makes me feel like I've been lost somewhere
Now it's morning, it's over, now it's over

Am I right where I need to be
Or is this another distraction
Is this how I'm supposed to feel
I've been trying to let go
Is there a change you need to see
Or is this another disaster
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
I've been trying to let go

No this is never what I wanted
Never what I thought I'd signed up for
And I keep moving away
To the edge then I'll decide whether to jump or stay asleep
Sometimes the leap of faith is all we have
Why won't you tell me

Am I right where I need to be
Or is this another distraction
Is this how I'm supposed to feel
I've been trying to let go
Is there a change you need to see
Or is this another disaster
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
I've been trying to let go

Why won't you wake up
Wake up, nobody's sleeping anymore
And I've had enough of the ground
Made my escape, fell in love with the sound
And I'll pound my fist till you wake up
So why aren't you waking up

And the sun is coming
And the sun is coming out
I can't hide here anymore, no
The sun is coming out

Am I right where I need to be
Or is this another distraction
Is this how I'm supposed to feel
I've been trying to let go
Is there a change you need to see
Or is this another disaster
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
I've been trying to let go

Why don't you wake up

Timebomb

I AM BACK BIATCHES!!!

i know it has been such a long time since i have talked to all of your lovely faces. well i want to get serious about this blog. i love writing about stuff that well, i love! i love sharing stuff with everyone and i want you guys to always be in the know.

so since i have to keep you in the know, i have something for you to know. i have found a new awesome local denver band. they are called the rouge! i went to a concert on saturday night at the gothic, and they were playing. i had heard their name before, but never their music.

they are amazing. the lead singer, has a great voice. and they are amazing live. they have such great stage presence and they are very good looking (ladies... wink wink). they have an ep out on itunes, and it is terrific. i want them to make a cd because they don't have all of their songs on the ep. go check out their myspace here. please add them, and please tell me what you think. they are very different but they have a new sound. at least i think so.

anyways i am really serious about starting this blog back up again, and i would love to hear about what you think, and if you have anything i should talk about. so holla at ya girl!

much love,

vivienne

Pocket Full of Sunshine

If you all read my Facebook status recently you can obviously see that I've had such a shitty Monday.

First, there was snow on the ground when I woke up. Um, mother nature it is almost May, there shouldn't be snow anywhere near here, well maybe in the mountains but still. Then as the day goes on I get the worst blisters ever from my stupid shoes. There were cute and all but I could barely walk by 4PM. Then I come home and realize that my most recent boyfriend/boy-toy/ex went to his prom with the one girl that I dreaded, his ex of like 3 years or some shit like that. I know I might appear as a crazy bitch but I still have/had feelings for this jackass and I didn't care who he took to prom as long as it wasn't that bitch. And so of course he took her. This also furthers my proof that he was messing around with her while we kinda had a fling, even though he kept telling me that he didn't hookup with her any more....FML!

Sooooo, my new rules for guys, please be honest with us, even if it will hurt more then a lie would. I'd personally rather know the truth then figure out that you were lying to me like a month later. If you cheat on us, tell us. I would want to know if my guy was fucking some other girl, so I know whether or not to dump his ass. BE HONEST! Trust me, you will probably have a better relationship if you are just honest. 

Well Greek is almost on, so I'm going to leave it at that. Tell me what you think of this rule you guys... I curious to see if people agree.

Much Love,

Vivienne

I'm Back Bitch!

Sorry for the hiatus there in blogs. I have had a couple crazzzzy weeks. Too many tests, too many commitments. But I am back!

Now that it is spring time we need to talk about booty shorts. I've seen sooo many girls wear some short ass shorts even though their legs are the size of hams. Girls. Honestly no one wants to see them. You have plenty of cute shorts out there that won't show your legs or hams. Like a girl said in RamTalk the other day your shorts should be no shorter then the width of your thighs. If you are worried about your legs then maybe you should think twice before you put on that pair of shorts.

I also don't want to see girls wearing Uggs with booty shorts. That stopped being hot a long ass time ago... Uggs are out even when jeans cover them. So being in shorts are not going to make them look any better. Plus girls, they make your legs look fatter. Sorry. But it is true. I know most guys would agree with me here.

So girls, please be smart when it comes to wearing shorts. Wear the appropriate length and you'll be just fine.

Much Love,
Vivienne


PS. Who is upset about stupid Miss California's answer to Perez Hilton's question at the pageant? I know I am!

I'm Not A Thief I Am A Treasure Hunter

I found another band, thanks to Pandora. A Skylit Drive. They are not super hardcore but they do have the "screamo emo" feel. I know a lot of you don't like that kind of thing but this band is different. The main singer is a crazy ginger and tends to sing in a higher pitch, almost like a girl, but I still like it. They have some pretty good break downs and they are still not very well known yet, so that means awesome/cheap concerts.

My favorite song off their Wires... And the Concept of Breathing album is called "All It Takes for Your Dreams to Come True." They do have the album on iTunes if you are looking to buy it, (it is pretty good). 

If you wanna check them out here is the link to their Myspace page. Let me know what you think!

Much Love,

Vivienne

Decode

I have fallen for the stupid trend of becoming addicted to Twilight. (At least it's not Harry Pothead).

I know, some of you might be upset with my latest addiction but, I read all the books and then I have the movie now. I have to say if you are looking for a quick read, I do suggest these books. I got through all four of them in like two weeks and that includes a few tests and shit in there. The books are kind of girly but I still know many guys who have read the series and are pleased with it. 

The movie of course was not as good as the book but who can resist Robert Pattinson?? I know I can't. I can't wait for the next movie to come out in November (such a long ways away). But I would recommend that you read the book first before you see the movie so you know all the good stuff that they have left out. 

I'm curious about who else has fallen for this addicting series....????

Much Love,

Vivienne

Dirty Little Secret

A lot of you might not have gotten the chance to vote on my last poll but I was just curious how many of you would get a tattoo. 

I know that it seems that everyone has one, especially when I see so many every day. I know I want one... but the question is do I really want it? I mean it is on you for the rest of your life. Fat or skinny. Great skin or old wrinkly skin. It will never go away.

It drives me crazy when people just get a tattoo because they can. It is even more awesome when your tattoo has some great meaning behind it. I love to hear peoples stories about their tattoo and why they got it (that's why I love watching like Miami Ink or LA Ink). 

Tattoos are a very creative and personal and that's why I love them. I am thinking about getting my first one this summer. Of course I have thought about it and it will have meaning behind it. It seems that most of the people I have talked to and the people that voted seem to have made the right choice.

Much Love,

Vivienne